Dear God,

I need you. More than anything in this world, I need you. Lord, pls help me through this. I’ve been contemplating so much about my unstable emotions. Pls God. I know this is my season to be single but I need your help. Idk what to do. I just pray & hope things will work out. I know you have plans for me. I need you to be here with me. I’m willing to give this up just for you, God. As much as I still love my ex bf, I love you more God. Tell me if this is right or wrong for me. I know my emotions are deceitful. I’ll have patience with you, Oh God. I just want to let you know that I’m sorry for playing these games that I was too blinded to see. I’m sorry for being stubborn. I’m sorry that I’ve been idolizing him more than you. I’m sorry that I avoided you. I don’t know what I’m doing but I’m trying to stay strong. I really want you, God. Nothing else matters unless if you’re here with me. Pls..